Dude, I know it sounds harsh but you are an accident waiting to happen.
I hardly think this is a fair characterization. If OP had come to rappel their first time and set up their own anchor... that would be different. OP also had the space to turn back before needing to rappel given the circumstances.
If you prefer to stick to this characterization all of us mortals are accidents waiting to happen. Not right to single OP out.
